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Been awhile.. [Feb. 9th, 2008|01:00 am]
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[Current Location |rocker]
[Current Mood | depressed]
[Current Music |the sound of silence...not a band.]

Its been a considerable ammount of time sence my last post on here. alot has changed...alot hasnt. when i stopped using lj altogether i was depressed and angry, in a slump as you could say. I fel on some bad times...and yet i return in almost the same mood as i left...Depressed.
I dont even know where to begin my story. suppose it all started around a year ago, when a ray of hope and sunshine entered my life again. dont let my outward appearences fool you, i hide my true emotions welland none but my closest friends ever know them. I moved to a new place, had my friends over all the time. hung out with them all the time. winter aproached and we all took refuge, safe and warm in our homes to do as we will. others went back to college an so fourth and so on.
Wll much to my surprise did i find out my lil sis stephy was going to OSU. so to the college i went, invited by her to hang out. in te midst of it all my back started to hurt. One of her friends said she knew someone that might be able to help with that. as i was about to sit do i se her racing toward me waving me to go sit over in a place she called the circle. litle did she know i didnt really like groups of people much. but away i went and sat there listening to what i thought was a star trek convention! this collection of people was strange indeed, no wonder she fit in so well...then again so did i for some time too. in the midst of the onversing a tall man walked up to me and asked if i was the one who wanted a massage. i looked at him and declined kindly. i wasnt comfortale with another man touching me unless i knew him. not after some expriances in the past. i stated id much rather have a female do it and no harm was ment. he took no offence and we starte to chat when a girl spoke up and offered me the massage. at first i hadnt even noticed she was there for she was so quiet. when she began to rub it had felt as if id been brouht to cloud nine. nope, still the trekky convention.
We began to talk as she was rubbing an got to know one another. it was almost as if she was my female double. born the same day, like the same things, share a passion about ancient life, the same handwriting. theonly differences were she was short with blondish light brown hair and were born only 2 years differences exactly. She intreuged me until lste that night. she took me and stephy by her room and i saw a plthera of information and books on ancient cultures and languiges. it must have been around midnight when we realzed the time and noticed a gigantic snow storm that would last for 5 days strait without letting up. it was a whiteout by then and she refused to let me or stephy walk out in the cold. so we stayed there for the night. stephy returned to her dorm the next day but i was still trapped there. so i got to know my captor more. after a week she had my atention peaked and had earned my trust as well as i had hers. may more weeks went by after that and i continously visited the college to hang with her and stephy.
it was around valantines day when i was faced with a choice, one that would alter my destiny as it stood, possibly for all time. certan things happened and i made a choice, to which woman i would pick. time has yet to tell me if that was a fools choice but i must now live with it with no regrets. I chose the new girl, her name is Melissa. I have been through many trials and tribulations with her thus far but more are coming, and they make their predasessors look miniscule in comparison. As I aproach my one year aniversery with her i find myself still with strong feelings for another. I feel as though i will never rid myself of them. that they are now a part of me, one i am scared to lose. and yet i feel the same about M'lady Melissa. She has become an integral part of me. so what am i to do? i wonder to myself sometimes.
Focusing on it makes my head hurt. ignorance is unaceptable too. Centering myself and keeping my focus on ontaining my emotions in this matter seem to be all i can do. It is no help that other matters of some urgency have taken root lately. Porblms with the landlord, things being broken, More kittens to raise, not to mention the betrayl of two of my brothers. Its a wonder i keep sane anymore. I have none of my old friends here anymore. the guys maybe, but i could nevr really talk to them. Its all my "girl"friends I refer to. Patty, Shey, Katie, and Karen. The only one i see anymore is Katie and thats rare still. so more and more i become one with myself and return to the state i was in many years ago broken and not needing anyone but myself, tho i try and remain as open as i can with melissa she knows what im going through, and understands how ard this all is for me.
so thats it for me, thats the last year in a nutshell. this year isnt shaping up to be any better. in fact its already on a downward sprial. 2008 sems to be the cursed year, or at so far has proven as such to me and others. I pray to the Goddess things look up, for us all.

Stardate:18200802.2
~Yamato Kira Tsukiyomi~

**End Log**
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down with the sickness [Jan. 26th, 2007|11:26 am]
[Current Mood | sick]

heh, just when my day was lookin up and positive yesterday, along comes this stomach bug. abnormal body temp, pukein, and a few other things i wont mention. i seem to have recovered some, but poor darks takin a bit longer. i remember the last time...last year actually, when i got this. it was dark and patti that helpped mew through it. now i have to take care of myself and dark too.iv gotten just about no sleep. i love being sick...i feel so fucking helpless. hopefully itll pass by tonight. sayonara

~Yamato~
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the stupid people, the stupid people [Jan. 18th, 2007|11:14 pm]
[Current Music |the beautiful people- marilyn manson]

ya know one thing i love? stupid people! im away from lj for roughly a month and nothing has changed. another thing i love is the pullshit people believe without even talking to them. if that person has a set of balls then theres they find no need to lie to others. thats something i pride myself on is being truthfull and yet here i come back and someone has just believed what others said about me without even talking to me. if the truth hurts im sry but at the same time im not. im blunt. dont like it too bad. im outspoken, again, dont like it too bad.i wont lie. if you wanna adress an issue you have with me then bring it to my face and i will look you in the eye and tell you the answer you seek. i guess this post can mainly go to my ex jules seeing as how she has questioned my truthfullness. make damn sure you reed the paragraph im about to write cause its just for you!

for one, when you broke up with me i was happy. im sorry. you and i just didnt click. your a good person and i respect that. yoiu and i still talked and hung out from time to time after all that. and just cause your "friends" tell you something dont make it true 100% of the fucking time. i was kinda not calling cause i didnt see much of a relationship happening with you. you were either working or just went to bed whenever i called. that seems like to me avoidance..hmmm...and to be honest your immaturity bothered me. i was living a completely different life then you at the time. and whats not fair to you was i almost always had someone else on my mind. im sorry about that. i cant help it. i never wanted to hurt you. i thought you were someone completely different when i met you and then i came to find out from dating you just what kind of person you were. now i dont say that in a bad way and this either, but when i reflected on it you wernt my type. you never really learned anything about me that whole time either. and thats the truth, i think you and i were better friends. and if you knew me at all youd know that just cause "you wouldnt let me in your pants" isnt the reason why i wanted out of the relationship. iv never been like that, and never will be. im not your average steriotipical guy. but appenently you never learned that. so i dont feel so sorry about what iv said. cause if you learned anything from me it should have been these points but apperently you never cared enough to look!

ahhh, i feel better now. whoever reads this, hate me if you want, think im an asshole if ya want...I DONT FUCKING CARE! cause im me and like my avy says, with these hands i will carve my future. Konban-fucking-wa

~Yamato~
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(no subject) [Nov. 1st, 2006|03:36 am]


Ima say right now i love this. youll find me on here more then you would on aim.
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A New Life [Oct. 24th, 2006|09:45 pm]
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For some time now i have had this journal. I write mostly what i wish others tp know and keep to myself what i dont want others to know. The last week and a half iv been going through something...incredable and at the same time terrifying. Iv had a series of vissions this past week that im trying to decifer, to learn their meening or purpose. my life seems like its becoming something else to me. my desire to see things i shouldnt wish to see seems to have grown as well. i find memories coming back that hold an amazing grasp upon me. these vissions iv had bring these memories to the forefront of my mind, and so now it feels like i am raging a war apon myself, ripping and tearing apart from the inside. at the same time my abilities have grown stronger, my desire to fight knows no bounds now, my blade strikes with a swiftness i have never before used nor seen. if i was to draw the immages would be chaotic. i can now see my past mistakes with a new light and see where i made errors. now wrapped in the embrace of my wings i stand at the edge feeling the wind suround me looking for answers. i can no longer sit back idley and wait for them to come to me. i will now begin to use my newest account on here to write about my adventures and thoughts. if anyone cares to know or hear whats on my mind, feel free to read it. Chaosgod_Yamato

....sayonara.
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(no subject) [Oct. 3rd, 2006|07:24 pm]
[Current Location |not tellin :P]
[Current Mood | ecstatic]
[Current Music |cruxshadows-winterborn]

ok, so i lied apperently. i said i wouldnt be online again for awhile, because thats what was supopsed to happen. well i got here nd the for shits and giggles i hooked up my modem and router and lo and behold i have internet....thats not suposed to happen but whatever, i aint gonna knock it. just means i aint gonna be away like i origionally thought. on the other hand my kitten kairi has come up missing. i awoke this mornin to my kitten demon scratchin and meowin to get in this mornin. i dont know how he got out but it was then i descovered her missing. i went an asked my neighbor this mornin and she said sae saw her in the foyer. nothing else after that tho. so iv been out most the afternoon lookin for her. i hope shes found soon. I love my new place. the livingroom alone is bigger then my old place. the entire apartment is bigger then the last two combined. I love it. everythinng here is huge. i half wonder what it would cost to buy yjr house off my landlord cause this would be a great place to own. anyways, om out for now. much luv to mi peeps.

~Yamato Kira Tsukiyami~
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(no subject) [Oct. 1st, 2006|09:45 pm]
[Current Mood | working]
[Current Music |cruxshadows-monsters]

well iv come on to post a journal to tell everyone good bie for awhile. if your lucky enough to have my cell # call me. otherwise sayonara till next i post.
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Public Safety Announcement [Sep. 28th, 2006|10:10 am]
[Current Location |not tellin :P]
[Current Mood |devious]
[Current Music |AFI-...but home is nowhere]

It's official, Im moving as of today! the address is undisclosed as of now except to those who are helping me move. phone number will be the same for the house but it wont be up until the 12th anyway so dont bother callin it. anyone who has use of a vehicle and would be kind enough to help me id be appreciative anyone who has the privlage of knowing my cell number can get ahold of me. I am unavailable for anything this weekend. call and see what the week brings if ya wanna hang out. as of now...things are no longer safe!

~Hold tight the light in the darkness~
~Yamato Tsukiyomi~
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(no subject) [Sep. 20th, 2006|08:09 pm]
ok, recap of last night. went to west park to play hide and seek with a group of friends. cops went by so i just went through till they were gone. well they came back. asked for id's and kept harassing me. so we went back home only to be called out again, this time to go kick some 12 kids asses for insulting a friend. well we got there and their all denyin it and crap. so all 7 of us filed into chucks car and started to go. the cops came and swarmed them and us till steph said that we were the ones that called them. once the cop went away we peeled out and ran(ironically it was the same cop as before) we got to their place and hung for a bit. chuck and darrin and adam took mark home and me and steph stayed and made a fire. we blew stuff up :D :D and i forged a sword! anyway ill elaborate later.
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MoonHeaven Ch. 14 [Sep. 15th, 2006|01:10 am]
[Current Mood | blah]
[Current Music |I write sins not tragedies- Panic! at the disco]

MoonHeaven Ch. 14

Back at home on the moon things were getting hectic. Makoto was getting very restless. Daily she would walk around the castle aimlessly. The queen looked up to her mother and asked, “Are you sure he will return?” she asked. Serenity looked down upon her and answered, “Though he is one with chaos he will return here.” The queen looked upset and asked “But how can you be sure mother?” Serenity pointed to Makoto. “There stands the most precious thing to that boy and he will stop at nothing to return to her, even if he does run into some stones in his path.”
It had now been hours since Kari or Sayuri had seen Yamato. Kari was very worried but didn’t know where to start looking for him. Sayuri paced around the hall where she had been previously at her last sight of him. Remembering her last thought he was dressed very differently then he would normally, and the look in his eye when he looked at her, it was one of confusion and uncertainty. What could be going through his head, she wondered.
A sudden surge of energy broke the silence of the night. Grasping the attention of both Sayuri and Kari the surges began to form together into a large mass of energy. From this mass came light into the darkness of the night until the night looked as if it were day. It was at this time that the energy formed the shape of a person in the air in front of them. Slowly the light dissipated and the shape more defined as a body until the figure was left distinct in the air. As the Blonde locks of hair fell slowly into the face it could now be known that this was Yamato’s body. Slowly gravity took its effect and pulled his body ever so slowly to the ground. Kari was stunned by the display she had just witnessed for to her knowledge he has never before done something like that. Sayuri however was not stunned at all. She ran to him as soon as he hit the ground. She felt his head and saw it was covered in a hard sweat, his body temperature was sky rocketing as well.
“Kari!!” Sayuri yelled “Quickly give me a hand!” she shouted as she picked him up and rushed him inside. When she laid him down she again looked at the clothing he wore. It was a suit of black with many straps and buckles all over. His pants were like the hakama he usually wore but also had straps and loops of metal all around them. His hair also looked as if it were longer then when he had left. With all she had seen lately she half wondered if it really was Yamato.
Kari rushed in with a large bowl of cold water and a washcloth. Sayuri began preparing the cloth. While Sayuri did that, Kari sat with her big brother. There was a look of worry in little Kari’s eyes. What could have happened she wondered? Sayuri walked over and placed the cloth on Yamato’s forehead. Within seconds all the water had been evaporated off the cloth and what little remained was heated. That was ice cold water she thought to herself half stunned.
“Kari, I know this is hard to ask of you right now but can you please leave me and your brother for right now.” Sayuri said
“What?” Kari replied.
“Please. Can you please go back to your room and wait there. At this point all you can do is pray for your brother to get better.” There was a look of desperation in Sayuri’s eyes as she said it to Kari. Kari finally nodded and got up. She walked to her brother and kissed him on the forehead before finally leaving the room. *I hope this works.* she thought.
She climbed up into the bed and sat on top of him. She took his hands and interlocked their fingers together. She too kissed his forehead and looked down on him for a brief moment before finally placing her forehead against his. Slowly the room began to fill up with many different colored lights. They flowed around Sayuri down onto the fallen Yamato. Finally enough energy had gathered and formed both of their wings. She wrapped them around Yamato’s body. The world as they knew it seemed to disappear and Sayuri found herself no in a void, a place where darkness and light meet and flow together in perfect harmony. She found herself upon the Sea of Chaos.
Instantly she knew where she was as if she had been there a thousand times before, and there before her was Yamato floating prostrate and helpless before her.
“Yamato!!” She shouted at him as she flew to him.
“Sa-yu-ri?” Yamato said slowly with one eye barely open.
Sayuri grabbed him and said “Oh my god, what happened to you?”
“I relived the past millennium in an hour. Then something strange happened and I found myself here moments before you just called my name.” Yamato said. He finally moved his arms and embraced her with a smile and tears in his eyes. She was too happy to question anything at the particular moment and embraced him as well.
“Your little sister was extremely worried about you, you know.” She said finally.
“Kari? I can only imagine what has happened as a result of my latest adventure.” He responded.
“You had me worried as well!” she exclaimed.
“Komen nasai” he said. “I have a problem.” Yamato stated.
“What’s the problem?” Sayuri asked.
“I think I’ve fallen in love with you.” Sayuri just looked at him as he said it “And I'm due to be married soon and I also am in love with her as well.” Tears began to fill his eyes again. “I don’t have a clue what to do.” It brought tension to his body as he said it. She embraced him tighter. This seemed to set him at ease a bit more. She looked into his eyes and said “Have faith, things will work out as they are meant to.” and gave to him a quick kiss.
Sayuri pulled her head up and away from Yamato’s as his eyes finally opened. His body temperature began to drop. He noticed that his hands were interlaced in Sayuri’s.
“Komen.” He said calmly. “I’ve caused a lot of trouble for you again haven’t I?” She just sat there looking into his eyes smiling and said “just like normal.” She giggled and he laughed lightly.
“Should I go get Kari?” Sayuri asked.
“Yes, I have much to tell her about I think.” Yamato replied. Sayuri nodded and left the room in search of Kari.
Yamato lifted himself upright and sat off the edge of his bed. He looked about the room as if it were new to him. “So I really have returned” he said as a thought out loud. Down the hall Kari sat in her room waiting patiently. She had a cup of warm green tea on the table she was sipping on. Every time she picked it up it would shake with her hand. Then suddenly as she set her tea cup on the table in front of her there was a knock on the door. She didn’t even wait for the cup to hit the table before releasing it and racing to her door and flinging it open. Sayuri stood in front of her and bowed. “Your brother wishes to speak with you.” She said to Kari. Kari ran out of the room and down the hallway towards her brother’s room. Sayuri still stood at her door and giggled a bit. She closed the door and walked down to Yamato’s room after Kari. Kari slid to a stop in her brother’s doorway to find him tying his sash. There he stood in his usual black and silver kimono.
“O-Onii-san?!” she said in excitement and surprise. Yamato turned to face her and in his usual happy style, smiled and answered “Hei?!” Kari with tears in her eyes ran up to him and glomped him. Sayuri who was still walking down the hall heard a loud thump and double timed it to the door to see Yamato on the ground being hugged tightly by his sister.
“Kari.” Yamato said. “You must listen to one thing I must say now before we return home.” Kari nodded. “I have invited Sayuri to come back with us and see where we live and our lifestyle for awhile. I want you to help me convince mother to let her stay.”
“Stay? Onii-chan, what about Makoto?” Kari asked
“You let me handle and think about that, ok?” He asked.
“Hei.” Kari answered.
Yamato turned to Sayuri. “Are you almost prepared?” He asked.
“Kitsuni will be here in the morning to watch the house while were gone and I think all I really need is with me, so yes I’m ready.” She replied.
Yamato walked out into the hallway grabbing his sword and setting it in his sash as he walked and said “Then its time to go home, to MoonHeaven!” The three walked out to the center of the courtyard. “Sayuri…do you still have the emerald I entrusted to you?” Sayuri nodded, pulled it out of her side bag and handed it to him. The Emerald began to shine. “For this to work, Kari, you must learn to use the Chaos Control ability. When you were transported here you grabbed the emerald and without knowing it used this inherent ability to transport yourself through time and space. Sayuri learned how to use it in our last battle with shadow, now you must!” Yamato said. The wind began to blow harder and the light shone brighter. Kari nodded as she looked into her brothers eyes. They were emerald green with no iris, it was as if his eye was made purely of this color. “Imagine in your mind as you hold onto the emerald that the balance between darkness and light within you combined itself to create unity. This chaos force as we call it has the ability to turn our thoughts into power. You must focus your thoughts on moving from where you are now to where you wish to go. Sometimes if enough power is released it transports us to places very far away in a seconds time but if there is no destination in mind you could wind up anywhere. Focus on returning home to the palace throne room. I have faith in you little sister because I know you can do this.” He smiled and closed his eyes. Kari looked at Sayuri who was looking at her as well. Her eyes were the same as Yamato’s. Sayuri closed her eyes and focused. The light from the emerald shone bright with a light that made the night sky look like the day had come. The emerald canceled with the sound of energy surging through it. Kari placed her hands in around the emerald and focused on the throne room. She began to feel light, at ease. Suddenly the light from the emerald surged out around them and in an instant collapsed inward upon it self. Where there once stood three brave young adventurers now stood only the grass the stood in.
In the palace throne room Queen Serenity and King Endaimon Tsukiyomi sat upon their thrones before the royal counsel and court. The royal counsel and the guardians knelt at the base of the steps to the throne. Queen Serenity stood before them all and began to address them.
“This day marks the second month my son has been missing. On top of that now my eldest daughter has gone missing as her brother. I want them found and to come home. This day I have called upon you all with the hope one of you will be able to find them for me…”
Suddenly a slight wind could be felt in the throne room. It was that familiar calm yet chaotic wind that warmed the skin whenever her son was around. The room’s temperature increased quite a few degrees in a short period of time. The wind now began to move faster until it was as if a sphere of impenetrable wind sat on the floor of the throne room. The air was so thick nothing on the inside could be seen. At one point one of the guardians reached his hand out to touch the windy mass only to have his hand burned. The room went white and when the light dissipated, there stood Yamato, Kari, and Sayuri. Yamato stood with one arm around Sayuri and the other around Kari’s neck raised in the air waving. He wore a smile and a wink on his face. “Mother, we’re home!!” he said. Serenity and Makoto began to tear up. Makoto raced to him and practically knocked him over with a tackling hug. “Welcome home!!!” Makoto said excitedly.

End Ch.14
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lets see who reads these, [Sep. 10th, 2006|02:51 pm]
click this!! http://world4.monstersgame.co.uk/?ac=vid&vid=47028616
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(no subject) [Sep. 9th, 2006|08:58 pm]
im begining to wonder if theres a point to me posting on here anymore. does anyone ever read these damn journals i post? does it make a difference? i look on here, i hardly ever post unless its a tribute most of the time, and i hardly ever see anyone of my friends post but a small handfull. I think if anyone wants they can catch me on deviantart from now on cause thats where i seem to find some sence of purpose to getting online anymore. sayonara

~Yamato~
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(no subject) [Sep. 6th, 2006|02:42 am]
[Current Mood |devious]

....shes black and she liked it....



....hey, i got the entire dictionary tatooed on my penis, how about i come on over and put some words in your mouth?....


some things that shouldnt be associated with pick up lines. god damn i love wild n' out!
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(no subject) [Sep. 4th, 2006|05:04 am]
[Current Mood | pissed off]

ok. im now at a point where ill kill on sight if provoked!!!! I just spent 6 hours and a serious amount of pain in the fucking emergincy room for fracturing my fucking hand. how did i do that you might wonder...well i came home after a serouly bad day just to find my new godamn hardrive was missing! and a that point i fuckin lost it. there is a perminant imprint in my wall where i hit it. unfortunately i hit it so hard i fractured a bone inside my hand. there was one person in the e.r. with me. and she saw i almost flipped there.

and to anyone who reads this. more or less directed at my happy thief. everyone that was involed may be pissed and searching for you...but you best hope i never find out who you are. I WILL KILL YOU!!! that is a godamn promice! you have 7 days to return it and bow before mt apologizing to me if you have a hope to live!! consider that a get out of jail free card if you hope to keep living. sayonara! you have finally released him within me....shadow is free!

~Chaosgod~
~Yamato~
~Shadow~
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(no subject) [Sep. 3rd, 2006|04:17 am]
sorry glenn i kinda stole one of your icons :D it fits me better anyway ^_-
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(no subject) [Sep. 1st, 2006|02:23 am]
[Current Mood | hyper]

aight, ima start with yesterday. i woke up to someone giving me a massage. starting of good mood. then i got up and went online to see whats up, no one really posted...so whatever. I did my rant thingy...and i left. me and mark went uup to the college to chill with stephy and watch the sunset. yeh....didnt get up till like 3pm.........yeh. it was awesome, a very beautiful one indeed. she started getting cold as the sun set so i let her suck some heat from my phownix blazing furnise (dont pick on the spelling). me and mark spared and i had a lot of fun doing it. stephy got some great shots of us. so once the sun had set and i had like 30 million pictures taken of me we decided we'd hed back to the dorms. on the way up we met one of her friends. i acted my normal flirty happy-go-lucky self and just made everything into a joke. ma and mark climed a pole. lol. wrap your brains around this one. so we got back to the dorms and chilled. me and mark just went off. we were just havin fun. hyper happy selves. stephy a few times used my one weekness aganst me and put me to sleep once or twice. well we stayed there chillin till like midnight then went home. i was like tired when i got back and crashed sometime around 3am. i woke up this mornin...er, afternoon at like 1pm. got up and found out my gf was comin into the city to get a pearcing and wanted me there for moral support. ok, so i knew about it last night but i forgot. ever forget? happened to me. anyway...got in for a fast shower and me glenn and mark went off to bodified to meet her. she went to hegerdies hot spot afterwards and i shit you not bought a bull whip!! i fuckin booked down the street till i found out i wasnt gonna be the test dummy for it. so, got back home talked to stephy to see when i was suposed to meet her today and ended up leaving in like 15 minutes of gettin home. sooo, got up there walked down to the house cause peeps needed to change. when we left it was 5:53pm and once i found that out i grabbed my skateboard and tore ass down the street. i didnt let it hit the ground before i was off and kickin. i got to utica, jumpped off and ran out into oncoming traffic just to get to the bank. a car came inches from hitting me with no time to slow down or stop. i booked inside those doors.i looked at the clock...it had just hit 5:55pm. cashed the check and cought up with the others who wernt even just up the street from me. so we all got there and chilled for a bit.. then we went to dinner the same place we had lunch...the global buffet. once outta there i went to bodified and got my other 2 pearcings. so now i have 3 in each ear ^_^ . saw my foster mom and dad. kinda a surprise, a nice one. then to steamers where we all had a kick ass time!!!! UTG with Dead Rose. UTG actually did some new songs tonight. nothing was as memorable as when me and glenn were moshing and he went high, i went low, and he met my elbow. :P yep, right in the nuts and did he drop! everyone busted out laughing i think. the show ended and we all walked back to my place. julia got picked up, i got a new couple reasons to become an assassin again. and i walked stephy and her friend back to the dorms. mark was just kinda there. n the way back we stopped at mcdonalds and walked through the drive through. and the girl was rather plesent about our orders cause we were the group of kids doing nothing wrong and using our manners. we musta started a trend cause after i got my order i looked back and saw more peeps standin behind a truck in the drive through lane. hehehehe. we passed the construction area on campus and i was gonna jokingly take one of the signs and as im putting it down, behind it and all, around the corner comes a campus piggy. i just like froze and watched him drive be slowly looking at me. soon as he was over the hill i got ta movin. from that point on i was watchin out for piggys. i said my goodnights andtook the long way down by the shore out to flatrock and back. so all around it was an amazing past two days. i even broke out of my artists block and did a pic for stephy yesterday while i was at the dorms too.who knows. perhaps a new wave of inspiration comin in. either way im gonna be drawin more often methinks. I have found my muse andi am gratefull to hav her working with me again. ^_^
anyway....bie bie for now.

~Yamato~
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(no subject) [Aug. 30th, 2006|04:20 am]
hey all. whats goin on. i look up here and like no one posts anymore. not as often as we all used to anyway. There really hasnt been much up here lately. trying to get things settled back to normal again. its been a madhouse here sence glenn moved in. Marks up next and soon. as usual i got cleanin to do. iv been in a mood this last few days. not sure yet if its good or not. ill find out by thursday cause if i go to farmers and get annoyed by people ill know that its a bad mood. i wouldnt mind haveing a nice relaxing quiet day every now and then but that just dont happen anymore. seems lately my only form of sanity is in playing wrestling video games till 4 in the morning. I want a nice sunny day again too. last few days have been cloudy and blahish. i never thought id say this but someone come kidnap me or somethin. give me some enjoyable peace and quiet. hell the whole of the 3 times julia was here i can only remember one time were ever really alone and now that seems to be being invaded lately too. come on. when someones going to bed...you go to bed too or get the hell out. im nice and all, i offer reffuge to my friends if they need it, but im sick and tired of this crap that seems to have sprung up in only the last few weeks. right now im watching the kittens playing. it brings a smile to my "mood". gurrr. i need inspiration for some pics to do. im looking for commissions again. they're free of course, though if anyone is willing the suport and few bucks that could be sent my way would be greatly appreciated. I have a rule that i do one freebee to everyone. I dont even know what im up to tomorow. i think im going to attempt to do rough sketckes for my comic. provided i dont have 30,000 visitors tomorow like usual. just for one day. id like to see no one but one person....other then glenn and mark cause ya know they live here. but if i could get a day where its just us two, maybe, just maybe my mood might improve. sorry if that sounds selfish. i really dont care at this point. ill catch ya'll tomorow.
for now i must sleep. Oyasumi nasai.
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(no subject) [Aug. 26th, 2006|03:31 pm]
You know what really bites is when ppl with religion are being told that they are pushing their belifes onto others. When in Fact its Athiest that are puishing their views on the world. No one who belives in God has pushed this issiue onto other ppl. These ppl want to remove a CROSS that is a symbol to war vets of those who have fallen and gave their lives for this country and the ppl who live here in FREEDOM. I donot reconize athiest as a religon But as an act of terrioresim on AMERICAN soil. Why is that they feel that they should attack our way of life for thoes who belive in GOD. This country was founded on men who wanted freedom from terrionry, oppression, and persurcution, with the freedom to choose what religon they want to belive in. Athiest would like to think that every symbol in graveyards, public places, War mamorial monuments are pushing religon on ppl of the untied states.
Now I would like to know how is that pushing God on anyone. So I guess that Arlington to an Athiest is the biggest push of religon on the ppl of the Untied States. Well to me its a place where men of my country fought and defended our freedoms (Even freedom of relgion) from other people who would seek to take it from us. This is a real out rage that terroriest on our own soil are allowed to attack our way of life that has been around for over 200 yrs. There is a war goingon here in the US its Atheist vs Religon and the belife of GOD. They think that if thaey can't see it it doesn't exziest. So in their mind if they cant see GOD then he doesn't eziest. You know something how come they dont have Faith. I guess that someone without Faith is lost in this world. You what were the Athiest doing on 9/11/01 when the towers fell? Well I think that they ran and hid. Now I have religon and I was ready to run out and go fight for my country and people who couldn't go. I knew that most people who wanted to go have some type of religon that they belive in. I guess when it comes down to it Atheist are wimps who couldn't defend a wet noodle. You know what I dont care if a Athiest come out after me cause I have GOD ON MY SIDE and I'm not scared of their pathetic threats and LIES to the world. Well thats all I have to say for now.


From,
The Big Man

Now, this was done by a good friend of mine and though he knows we dont hold the same views on religion we are in agreeance about this. everyone is allowed their religous views. I being a person who believes in thhings more spritually then religously agree that someone whos trying to undermine what this country was once founded upon is in the wrong. these men and women died for what they believed and just because some of us hold a different view then them does NOT mean that the symbols of their faiths should be banished from the publics eye because it "Promotes the pushing of religion"...fuck that shit. if i died to protect what i believed in and i had a monument honering that i would not want it removed by some egotistical jackasses just because they think they can push their view that there is no reeligion on the rest of the world because that is what i see happening! they are hypocrits in my oppinion. this country was founded on the princeapales (cant spell good) of life, liberty, Freedom of religion, Freedom from teranny and opression, and the persuit of happyness. so we could be free of the monarchy that opressed us. now almost 200 years later we the people are still kept silenced by the government which seems more and more like that monarchy we left behind 200 years ago. dont let yourself be silenced. dont be afraid of their opression. do not let the idle threats of anyone get to you. stand up for what you believe in. our forefathers were willing to stand and die for what they believed in....why wont you?

A word from...
~ChaosGod~
~Yamato~
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(no subject) [Aug. 26th, 2006|03:06 pm]
hey ya all, whats up? not a whole lot here. just finall getting over a headache. im gonna be on and off all day. leave some love.

~Yamato~
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(no subject) [Aug. 15th, 2006|12:43 pm]
[Current Mood | bouncy]

yamato-chan says... if chicken nugget is good then so shall be the day :P

anywho, whats been up everyone? not a hell of a lot on my end. just chillin with friends and i went and kidnaped my girlfriend for the week again. im goin out to chill with akina and destiny for a bit today. then im gonna chill the evening downstairs with ray. im gonna see if i can get him to pull the rayKO™ hehe. luv ya bro. aight im out for now.

~Hold Tight The Light in The Darkness~
~Yamato~
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(no subject) [Aug. 15th, 2006|12:42 pm]
update...











































there...happy?
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(no subject) [Aug. 12th, 2006|02:51 am]
[Current Mood | ecstatic]
[Current Music |complicated-good charlote]

well now i dont really know where i should start....hmm. i guess it should start sunday night when i got talking to julia for almost 4 hours on the phone. anyone who knows me at all knows i dont hang on the phne for more hen a few minutes if i can help it so this was an amazing night to say the least cause monday morning when i got up i went out to phoenix to see her. that in itself was a trip. the bus drops me off at tthe nice n' easy in phoenix and im lost at this point so i started wandering around tring to figure out where i was suposed to go. well after about 10 minutes of searching i found out. i alo happened to get drenched because of a downpour while i was there too. well, evenin comes and her mom comes back and brings me home to oswego. well not only does she take me to dinner with them but also lets julia stay with me for a week. so we went back to her place to grab some cloths for her,and somehow she still managed to make off with my cloths, then came back here for some rioting fun. the next day i brought her down to meet ray. he loves her. then it was out to chill with glenn for a bit. she had a sip of sake while she was there and she is aperently a super lightweight. she went all tipsy from just that. we came back and slept for maybe about 2 hours then it was out again. this time with glenn to go to the store. kayla joined us. then came back and hurried down to flatrock where i guess things had been suckin for everyone. but we came and things gradually got better. i wanna go do that again soon cause baking on the rock was funnnn. then we came back and had a drinking party. us guys were fine and dandy but jules got f'ed up. better for her to learn her tollerance now then later i guess. then of course farmers on thursday. walked around with shea and patti afterwards. good times cause it was a riot. i was surprised to see kate at farmers being so friendly toward me. so i feel a lot better there. everyone seems to love jules. and of course today we went around the city for one last round of fun. me her and glenn all went down to bodifird for lighter fluid and i ended up gettin my ear pearced again. julia came back to bosifired with up again and her mom too so she could get her nose pearced. and i had a moment of weekness and got another in my ear. so now i have 3 in my left ear. just like my dream. I went out to the movies with shea and glenn when julia left and it was kick ass. it made me want to go to a cluba nd just dance when i got out. the whole time we were in enzo's i was all dancin. ont he way down to bring glenn the pizza we had some funny moments. i even made a comment that made shea spit soda out of her mouth cause she laughed so hard. it was a good night. I went with her to beth's place for a bit and hung with mark for a bit before going to burger king where i went into shock when julia called me and said her step dad wanted to meet me and that he liked me.....THIS DONT HAPPEN TO ME!!! the whole day has beed amazing. nothing bad for once. im in amazment. now im just chillin listening to music and singin.
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Return of the ChaosGod!! [Aug. 9th, 2006|01:24 am]
[Current Mood | chipper]

full moons out...guess whos finally come home. thats right, finally the good old Yamato Tsukiyami has finally returned. I went out and celebrated the coming of the full moon for the first time in what feels like ages and i had an amazing time. come morning i might not be single either. I know i could get alot of negitive responce for doing this but i dont care, i believe im making a choice. tonight is a happy night. it marks the night when i finally feel like me again. new chapter to my story and pics coming soon on my deviantart account. keep checkin ^_-

~The silver moon has risen and the darkness is brightly illuminated this night.~

~Yamato Kira Tsukiyami~
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Powerline Fire [Jul. 30th, 2006|09:54 pm]
[Current Location |home....poop]
[Current Mood | amused]
[Current Music |Bryan Tailor~Mustang Nismo]

Mwahahaha. I just got back from an enjoyable time down at flatrock. I found marks message finally. and we got to talking from sundown till dark and finally at dark as we were leaving we turn around to see a bright light. It was a fire melting away the covering of the powerlines down there. it went white blue and green. It waws flippin awesome. but the line didnt fall like we were hoping. cause it woulda fell just in front of us.

~Yamato Kira Tsukiyami~
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(no subject) [Jul. 28th, 2006|12:15 am]
wow, tonight and today were just fucking awesome! I havent had this much fun in what seems forever. I spent the first part of the day singin to my hearts content, then it was out to cash my check and up to staples for a new hard drive. 300 gigs of storable goodness. :D then i walked back to farmers where patti and shannon were sitting chatting. they both looked lovely in their outfits. i was just the normal oll me. so we got to walking around a bit then went back to our spot where in my amazement everyone was finally. so i stood in and hung out with everyone. I even saw my other friend shannon and julia who i havent seen in a long time. I walked with them and shannons bf back to her place then returned to farmers again to find more of the gang. there was cake! :D :D...anyway, went walking again with patti and shannon and wound up at east park. nothin open but they had a good time singin and i was happy just listenin. we looped back around the market looking for glenn and got some ice cream. *yumm* ^_^ happy yama, then down to some bar on w. 2nd so shannon could talk with one of her friends. me and patti ended up listening to music most the time and then she stole my stick. my old walking stick i found 4 years ago on southwick beach. i love that thing. Overall I had the best time tonight, not to say the last week hasnt been awesome cause iv mainly been hanging out with shannon and patti the whole week. or home listenin to music and singin. :D slowly i think im getting better ^_^
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(no subject) [Jul. 21st, 2006|12:31 pm]
[Current Mood | blank]
[Current Music |Devil Man-Rob Zombie]

there are times i ask myself why im even in existance. iv been working on a series of letters and pics for kate to show her how much i care and still love her. ten after lastnight i have to wonder if its even worth my effort. what makes me the more angry about the situation was after i left steamers aperently the whole group that i cansidered friends, even kate went on a paul bashing spree. that hurts to have people come and tell you it happened. so now i ask was there a point to everyting? ever just wanna disapear? I do. I again am questioning what was my existance for? to be eternaly hurt and bashed?! fuck it. someone do me the favor and take a blade to me already. I dont know who to trust anymore. i feel betrayel, anger. sry i never have anything good to say on here but my life is becoming one long series of shitty events, one after another.
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(no subject) [Jul. 19th, 2006|04:06 pm]
[Current Mood | blah]

Konnichiwa, to anyone who ever reads my page. hows everyone today? me? just as crappy as normal. I'm half tempted to take some letters i wrote and put them up on here and deviantart. but lets see. its been a week now sence kate left me. I still cant believe it happened. I dont feel alive anymore. sure im here, i exist...but i seem to have lost my passion to do anything now. i dont know if thats normal or not but eh. *sighs* the new guildwars game is coming out and i cant even be excited over that. I went to the mall and hung out with shannon, patti, and chris on friday. that was a fun time. then i got home and put myself back into a depressed mood again. iv done that all week. i dont have much else to talk about so im off. sayonara
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newfound hope [Jul. 14th, 2006|03:11 am]
[Current Mood | calm]

Today was not the best of days and also was not the worst of days. my origional plan was to pop in at farmers, see who was all there, leave and got to walmart, then back home to go out later drinkin till i was too smashed to know what the hell happened or who i was. that plan fell through the floor as i hung out with friends. it wasnt till later durring farmers a kid friend of mine wanted me to get him an airsoft bb gun. i have no problem with it as long as i make a profit. and i did. in his words i could keep whatever was left over. now he deal that i got from the person i got the gun from gave me a second with a whole shitload of attachments and extra bb's, at no extra cost. i love this guy cause he gives me so many deals alll the time. this is the second biggest thing he did for me. so i had a fun afternoon just hangin. i got to talk to patti about stuff thats been goin on and then i got to talk to shannon later that evening about what had been happening. i never once thought my anger would carry me that far. and im sorry i didnt see it sooner. as far as me and kate go its done for now. its not my first reaction to be happy about this but i think there is more we both need to learn before our relationship could continue. and to her i will write and tell my views. I do hope to remain friends with her and maybe salvage what i can of the friendships that iv been casting aside lately. and if anyone thinks this is a time where just because im single again they can try and get with me you can think again because i wont hesitate to just push you away from me and tell you it cant happen. as it stands my heart is locked and the key belongs to another. even if we are not together i will not betray my feelings for her. no that thats clearly stated...im plannin on goin out and havin fun tomorow. sry in advance to everyone who cant get ahold of me saturday and sunday but i have planns. come to think of it no one will really be able to get ahold of me at least 3 days durring the week till the evening. and if ya'll wanna make planns with me just give me a call or come over or i.m. me if im on. and to those who get my machine...Leave a damn message so if im here i will pick up or return the call. k? from now on im gonna try and be that fun and happy person everyone used to know. but for now i have to go out to fast track and come back and try and sleep. so night ^_^
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Shattered [Jul. 13th, 2006|12:33 am]
[Current Mood | crushed]
[Current Music |scars~Papa Roach]

The world i once saw around me is shattering slowly. not only have i lost everyone i called a friend just about but now the woman i love has left me. my mind is racing in millions of directions as my heart shatters again to millions of peaces. i must prove myself to have her back. and as this emotion runs from me my life that i dremt seems torn away. and so the one of the shadows returns to fill this void. for now there is an emptyness inside that is indescribable. wishes of a sweet death befall my mind. it would be too easy. and life again comes at me to say suffer and hurt as much as you can until its unbearable. then to the pits of hell you go as its where i belong....

I have no one to turn to, no one to help ease what i feel now.
(Just how i feel inside now)
~Yamato Kira Tsukiyami~
~CHAOS~
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(no subject) [Jul. 12th, 2006|04:44 pm]
[Current Mood | depressed]

ya know. sometimes i wonder why i ever trusted people to begin with. I should have known, I spent most of my life without anyone there for me...and now i have people in my life that gave me a little light to look upom and smile and be happy. i called them friends. now it seems, that because im outspoken im a target for failure with them all. i seem to have managed to piss off everyone around me lately. but the most of those people forgave me. and so also others have pissed me off simply by making rude comments about me or the one i love or my other friends. i got pissed off and went on a ranting spree. it was wrong, i know. but at the time i didnt care. now because of a fued i have with someone else someone i once considered a close friend has now cut me off and wants nothing to do with me. because me and her firend have an argument. which by the way isnt the first time. Now I can be an ass, a jeark, and a downright resentful person. I have done a lot wrong and still continue to do stuff wrong. and thats ok, because im different i learn from experiance. there are times when i feel so alone that i should just go and dissapear...even though i have someone there next to me. i really have nothing left but the woman i love and the love i have for her. I hate being me because there is so much i dont understand. like what it is to be a friend. i thought i knew, guess not. I dont even have a life. I sit here on my computer day in and day out. Im suposed to be an artist...I dont do much art anymore, and when i do its usually something sad. theres something messed up in my head and i dont know how to fix it. i dont even know how to help myself anymore let alone others. i dont train with my sword, i dont run aimlessly just to run anymore, nothing. there is no motavation. mabie its all those years from my childhood coming back to haunt me and pushing me back into my shell. idk. i wish i knew. im quiet and am of few words. i remember a time when i wouldnt shut up and i smiled and had fun in life with everyone regardless of who it was. i dont even know what to write here either. i used to write a journal just about every day just because i could. maybe it was when i really got into guild wars. when i started to log out of aim every time i would play. and that time that i would play would just escalate to a point where social interaction was no longer constant. mabie it was when people just left me alone and i really did feel all alone. no calls, no im's, nothing. i sit and try and reflect on all this to see where things went wrong and i find that i cant see as well as i once could. i feel weak, feble, old, ...i feel like death has taken a grip on me and wants it to be a painfull as it can be. suffer first. *sighs* yeh, another depressing journal from the worlds most depressing guy. ~Yamato~
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(no subject) [Jul. 4th, 2006|04:24 pm]
[Current Location |on the bed with raja]
[Current Mood |devious]

what an odd past couple days.

the kittens decided to come and visit me n kate the other night...now when i say visit, i mean midnight picked them up and dropped them on the bed with us the other night. it was cute and nice at first...but then came the problem of sleeping!

we mannaged to lose the bed to the kittens that night. i even made the couch into a bed, but alas, neither of us could sleep...makes me wish i was a cat right about then. that would be the life. but im not even though the way i was sleeping made me look likr the daddy cat guarding those kittens, cause we rejoined them in the bed. one kept trying for a nosedive off the end and managed to succede several times...cute yes, but none theless we repositioned the pillows so they couldnt anymore. we even managed to be redneck enough to make them their new crib...a blue tub bucket thingy!! :p o yeh, wrap your brains around that and if you actually understand what i mean...your a redneck too!! :P

I went out to Burne Dairy yesterday to cash in the oll bottles and cans. while i was waiin i looked to see what events were happenin here in the city. well i got the money and went to get milk and soda. Jason and Gina were there. so we all got to talking and found out "someone" not mentioning any names, was manipulating so many people who were warring by now. so things got straightened out beteen me and kate and ray and gina, so were all good now. I guess karens still pissed at kate because she stuck up for me. but we hope itll be worked out too. me and luke are even on good terms again. :)

So..a new day dawns. well, sort of. :P its like 4:41pm. and were good with almost everyone. as far as im concerned if shea wants to talk to me again all i ask is an appology for the jearks comment. because thats about the only thing still making me angry. otherwise i think itll be quite the happy week, at least for me.

sayonara
~Yamato~
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(no subject) [Jun. 29th, 2006|04:09 am]
Ya know. I find it hellarious whats been happening recently. Today marks a week ago that most the shit started that happened to make this week a nightmare for me and kate until finally we no longer care. so here it is to commemorate such and event.

A week ago today was farmers market and me and my wonderful fiance had plans to go to dinner and hopefully a movie if we could. we ended up getting into an argument because she felt guilt tripped and i was lied to by someone. which might i add was twice that afternoon. and so like always when events happen we posted about it. we both did in our respective journals. the next day people were at each others throats because of what we had posted.

I look around at others posts and their shittyness that happens to them and pay my respectful comment to them like for example marks journal about beth. i said right out im there for him...and i was. Now I'v stood up for people in the past few weeks when I thought they were deserving of it. and when i did it for someone id almost just met, agenst someone i grew up with and have known my entire life...I dont expect to be called a jerk by that same someone not more then a week later because i had plans. my point there is not what the person had done put that i was there for them and they turn and stabbed me in the back. not just me either, kate too. there was arguing and tears and a lot of hurt all around and what kept happening? people we thought were our friends kept getting angry at us and for the most part casting us to the wind. and that pisses me off. where are all those people who always said to us that they'd always be there?? so far i can count 5 people who dont look down on us for what we said. these people know and respect us and are fun people to have around and recently have all had their share of problems. and if we can we'll be there for each one of them because they deserve it.

I just find it realy hillarious that when People we know have a shity day, and then they post about it on lj or da, or myspace, everyone seems to get hugs kudos or just plain "i'm here for you", but when it come to me and Kate putting our shitty day online we get bitched out. it seems unfair, and I ask the Question what the HELL did we do but be Honest??? Isn't that what everyone we know does be honest when it comes to our day?
As it stands a complete Stranger that Kate hardly knows seems to understand where she was coming from and didn't put her down for what happened. Now Kate and I know we are not perfect and we try to be nice to everyone but we will stand up for ourselves, and if anyone has a problem with it the so be it.
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a beautiful day in yama land [Jun. 23rd, 2006|03:07 pm]
[Current Mood | pissed off]

Ok, where to start. i guess from the begining of the day is always good.

I woke up to the phone ringing off the fuckin hook at about 9am-10am. I ended up ripping it out and tearing apart the handset just to have my cell go off again at 10:30am. now...mind you we only got to bed at 6am. so im kinda grouchy at this point. so because of the phone were both awake now. after also getting up for my cats midnight to get her food to stop her cryin and artemis who just whines to go outside. that was like 8 am too. so you can see how much sleep iv been getting. Karen comes and knocks on our door at somewhere around one. now...im still really tired and grogy and grouchy too. the door wasnt locked like usual cause kate let the cats out when we got up at ten and forgot to re-lock it. we were both in the nude...kinda happens when you and your fiance live together and its really freakin hot too. well as im saying just a minute karen decides she just gonna barge into my home. so shes standing there in the doorway and im sitting on the bed with a thin blanket covering my happy place. She says she came to get clarky's charger for his cell phone. i said youll have to wait a minute. [A) because i was still nude and sitting there. and B)because in all the freakin clutter i didnt know where the hell it was!!] so i also asked her if she could wait outside for a minute, ya know so i could find it and mabie get something on to cover my happyness other then a thin blanket?!?! she catches a real snotty tone of voice and says fine, Ill be down at ray and ginas. and shut the door. no sooner did that door close then i slipped on some pajamas and found the charger. less then a minute. so im walkingt around the house and i hear her telling ray and gina all about what happened...like its any of their buisness?! i walk in and hand over the charger and everyone is silent and acting like their watching a movie when i just heard them all talkin bout it. on my way out ray had to stick his nose in my buisness and ask (because he overheard my wife and her friend talking about a few days ago) about my "Bank Problems." now i dont assume its any of his buisness what my bank problems are or why he has to ask when the only interaction we have now is when im walking by the house out to the back to go in my home. so i was polite and answered the question with a cryptic yet not rude answer and left.

well its about time my check comes and once i got it i changed outta those pajamas and into my farmers market cloths. kate wore a dress that i think she looks beautiful in. and it was compliment after compliment for her all the way down to farmers. we stopped at the bank to cash the check then it was to the market we go following our grey sidewalk road (tried for a wizzard of ozz thing there...didnt work.~yama~) we got there and had a good walk around. i was suposed to meet someone there who had recovered my id cards which i had lost the previous week. she never showed. but its ok. it was a good time. we saw shea and patti and so decided beacuse no one was really talking to us at all we'd go and hang with them cause their our real friends. as soon as we get over there shea and patti are in beautiful dresses for the senior dinner dance. shea asks kate why shes all dressed up. and proceded to say how horible i looked being dressed the way i was standing next to kate like that. that made me very irritated. eventually glenn showed up and me and him went for a walk. i did like 3 rounds of the market. i stayed longer this time then i ever did at all last year. kate saw ashley tunley (i hope thats right ash) and went to go talk to ger goonie sista. My family came up on me and said hi. i went over and got kate and asked her if shed walk with us around the market. she said ill find you in a bit cause she wanted to talk still to ash. which was ok. so me and the family went around. jim, char (my foster parrents), and i found a few people we all knew from back in the day and got talkin for about ten minutes or so. i kept lookin for kate. finally when we got all the way around and she still hadnt found me i went lookin for her. twice around the market and three times where we normally sit. i felt like a fool when i couldnt find her. then someone, i cant remember who, told me she went down to steamers "with everyone" so i got pissed thinkin that i just got ditched. I told karen who was going down there in a few to relay her my message because i cant get in to tell her myself that if she still wanted to join me for dinner to be back at where i was by 8pm. so kate came back and found i was pissed off. and of course we went off and talked and she and i both assertained the truth. so we decided to continue with out plans we had made for the night. when we got back to chris and my family i found me and him have some stuff in common. so i think im working on the getting to know him again, and so far its going good. but eventually we said our goodbies and explained to chris that we had already had plans made out for tonight. he was ok with it and went back to steamers i guess. (not like we followed him to make sure) and we went out to dinner.

I asked where she wanted to go and so it took her a minute but she decided and we went. when we left to go to the movies she hopped up on my back as usual and we had an enjoyable walk to the thearter. John, Kera's boyfriend found us who had also been looking for us, and walked back to the thearter with us. we went to see The Fast and The Furious Tokyo Drift. that movie was amazing!!! we both found that movie as kick ass cause when we left we were both exhilerated to no end. and all smiles to boot. there was one part near the begining where i got real pissed off tho....

...Kera this is to you! IF YOU EVER COME INTO A MOVIE THAT WERE TRYING TO WATCH IN A THEARTER AND PULL THAT SHIT WITH THE AVON AGAIN OR FOR ANY REASON OTHER THEN A LIFE AND DEATH SITUATION I WILL BE HAPPY TO REAM YOU OUT RIGHT THEN AND THERE!!!! You donot have to come in and ruin a good movie by talking about avon and handing my wife those stupid little packets !!! that can all wait till another time or after the movie YOU DO NOT COME INTO IT AND DO THAT SHIT!!! this is something i was irate about because for once i was alone with my woman having a good time and you blatently come in and disturb us. about something that shouldnt really matter. you should not be giving a sale to anyone. they should be responsible for that on their own and if they can not be such and get their own $50 sale then they obvously dont deserve to be in the program now do they. and kate quite agrees with me on this subject too even tho that kinda bashes her too. you need to stop pushing this down her throat. she wanted to try it out. she couldnt make a sale. that should say something to her you and everyone else involved. catch the hint. i hope you see this before you put in that $50 order for her. and understand to NOT DO IT!! you think im being an asshole now just put in that order and se how much worse i get. you have no right to do that. i thank you for giving her the option but do you realize how hard it is for her to walk around let alone find people to sell this shit to? this campaign for her is over. dont keep it going. got it? i hope so.

Hold tight the light in the darkness.
~Yamato~
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(no subject) [Jun. 15th, 2006|08:56 pm]
oh yeh...it comes out now! anyone that knows me knows this is a rare occasion when i wanna just go and destroy everything. i went to farmers market and had a jolly good time. i got a fathers day surprise early. i loved it. on the flip side i owe a bank i only use to cash checks $120.00 and can not go to the steamers concerts at all this summer till i get id. well why not get id? cause i foound i dont have enough proofs if identing points to get one. im gonna go psycho.
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Party Saturday [Jun. 7th, 2006|01:48 pm]
[Current Location |in my moon chair]
[Current Mood | just waking up]

OK! let me say that im throwing a party on saturday. It will be at flatrock! There will be fire. I ask that each person bring some kind of food.if you cant its ok. but if 100 people show up and i only have 20 hotdogs or somethin dont say i didnt ask. :P if anyone is musicaly tallented and wants to bring their instrument and play your more then welcome to do so. Alcohol will be permitted. This is a come have fun type of celebration for Kate seeing its her birthday party and all. come join us, have fun.

~The Yamato~
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BABIES!!! [May. 22nd, 2006|12:13 am]
[Current Location |home....]
[Current Mood | excited]
[Current Music |moon mysteries]

Ok, ....









.......




WERE HAAVING BABIES!!!!!!!!!!!!! wOOt!!!!!!!
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Memorys of a Gesha [May. 15th, 2006|01:17 am]
[Current Location |7th distret, Sekihara, Japan]
[Current Mood | crazy]
[Current Music |gesha dance music]

I just finished watching what i consider to be the best fiolm iv seen in awhile. "Memories of a Gesha". I must admit this film dosnt really have any special effects to it or a flashy fight scene, as seen in most action films now. it was down to earth. it took place just before and trancended to a little after World War II. its an all together good movie. i recomend it. the main charicters name...saiyuri
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(no subject) [May. 10th, 2006|01:10 pm]
FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.
REAL FRIENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!"

FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Never ask for food.
REAL FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food.

FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs.
REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM.

FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Never seen you cry.
REAL FRIENDS: Cry with you.

FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.
REAL FRIENDS: keep your shit so long they forget its yours.

FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Know a few things about you.
REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you.

FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you.

FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door.
REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!"

FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Are for awhile.
REAL FRIENDS: Are for life.

FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough.
REAL FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "Bitch drink the rest of that you know we don't waste."

FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Will talk shit to the person who talks shit about you.
REAL FRIENDS: Will knock them the fuck out!

FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Say they are too busy to listen to your problems, but when it comes to them they expect you to have all the time in the world.
REAL FRIENDS: Not only kick everything out of their schedule to listen to whats wrong, but help come up with vindictive plans to make you feel a whole lot better!

FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Say sorry when you want to talk to them at odd hours of the night, or even just hang out at odd hours.
REAL FRIENDS: Come right over and hang out with you until you fall asleep or kick them out.

FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Will tell you what you want to hear.
REAL FRIENDS: Will tell you what you need to hear.

FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Would ignore this
REAL FRIENDS: Will repost it
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* * * This Is A Tribute * * * [May. 5th, 2006|11:28 am]
[Current Mood | cheerful]
[Current Music |green day-hitchin a ride]

I know i do this every year....

this is a tribute to a man whos achieved a level of greatness that some can only immagine. he was a free spirited man, a hard working, helpful, happy, and powerfull man. he tought others what needed to be known and went out on a limb to help them. he made sacrifices so that his family could live good lives. now only one remains of that family and im making damn sure he is not forgotten for all he did. this is a tribute to the one who tought me all i know, to he who made mepick up a sword in the first place, to he who trained my speed personally, to he who sat out in the sun that he loved with me as a child. a tribute to the one who gave me my free spirited will. to my father. Paul T. Carpenter Sr.

**1915-2002**
I say not rest in peace for he does not rest at all...he lives within me!
~Paul T. Carpenter Jr.~
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MoonHeaven Ch. XIII [Apr. 17th, 2006|10:36 pm]

MoonHeaven

Ch.13

 

 

It is now late in the evening, everyone has been getting ready all day. Yamato was in his room just sitting meditating.

 

*I wonder what will happen. It’s been only a few weeks now but things are so hectic. Kari’s right. What am I doing? I have an obligation. I can’t stay here. I’m so lost in what to do.* he thought to himself. He got up and opened the window. He looked out at the mountains. A tear escaped his right eye. “I wish I knew why this is all happening.” He said to himself.

 

Yamato walked over to his bed where the cloths he had worn when he first arrived there lay. He picked up the pants and looked at them. They were ripped and torn. He placed his hand over the shirt while still holding the pants and as he did the fabric began to glow. It took only a second, but when the glowing faded they were fully healed again, but they were different also. The color had been changed to black. There were metal rings and straps hanging from the pants. They were heavy enough to keep the heat trapped inside when it was cold but let it escape when it was warm out also. He took them and put them on. Now, instead of a normal looking man standing there, there stood a man with six silver wings. His hair flowed with the wind, dressed in dark cloths that rung with metal and straps hanging down around him. Surprisingly though his eyes were still blue.

 

He ran out of his room in silence. It was now pitch black outside. The firefly’s glow is all that illuminated the night other then a silver crescent moon. Sayuri walked out of her room and leaned against one of the support pillars and looked up at the sky. A look of surprise hit her when she noticed the figure of Yamato jumping up to the rooftop just ahead of her, his wings spread and all. She then noticed the cloths he was wearing. Yamato turned his head to see her starring right at him. Landing on the roof he crouched down and looked back at her.  He spread his wings and took off without hesitation.

 

Sayuri just looked on still for a moment before her body would move. Kari walked out to see Sayuri almost in shock.

 

“What’s wrong?” Kari asked.

 

Sayuri turned her head slowly to look at Kari. “I don’t know” she said finally. Kari had a kind of dumbfounded look on her face.

 

Yamato flew with incredible speed through the mist and the darkness of the night.  He hadn’t been paying attention to where he was going.  As he was flying thoughts were running through his head.

 

“What should I do?” he said to himself out loud. The problem that he now faced is he knew what he should do, and that is to choose.  But why should he have to he wondered. He is a prince and has a fiancé.  His head began to spin. Suddenly a warm feeling came over him and everything went white. He felt at ease…calm. A since of peace is all he could feel. He didn’t know where he was or what he had been doing. Suddenly the planet below him became illuminated as if the ground were glowing. Everything gave off a brilliant light…a spectrum of colors so vivid it turned pure darkness into a world illuminated as if it were daylight out.

“Could my night vision be kicking in?” he wondered. He could see the air as it moved by him now. It moved like waves and he swam through them like a fish in the ocean. There was a path that seemed brighter then the rest of his glowing surroundings. This was the path he was on. Jumping from tree branch’s through the air, bouncing off of rocks, moving with incredible speed down the path made of light. He could now hear a vibratory hum of energy all around him. It was a harmony of beautiful sound.

Ahead of him at the end of his road of light was a light so intense and bright it was as if the sun itself sat on the earth in front of him. When he reached this glowing orb, he reached first his hand to make sure it was ok to touch. He felt no intense heat, just the warmth like he did while on the path up to this place. Walking farther into the light, it began to dissipate until the ground and everything around glowed only as if it were daylight again. As Yamato walked around he noticed pillars. They were old and broken down, weathered even from rain and sand. On them was writing. An ancient text…one that surprisingly he recognized, in fact it was so familiar to him it was as if the language was native to him.

He began to read a story from a time long ago when the sky was dark and fire rained upon their blue world. Calling fourth the power of the moon god he cut the seas and land from around the ancients and lifted them into the sky. He parted the atmosphere and gave this tiny land water that always flowed and never ran out. The atmosphere sustained itself and allowed life to be fruitful. The land was enriched and exotic plants grew. When he was finished he lifted the little island up between the moon and the earth. And so the ancient city avoided the great fireball. It is said that the debris from the fireballs impact flew from the earth and the god collected it, he then added it to his island and smiled. When he rested it was said that seven powerful gems rose to the island. The people there, the ancients, had knowledge and wisdom beyond that of the common people. Their city had great technologies and it is said that their special knowledge came from their having wings.

“Wings!?” Yamato said to himself. He got up and walked to the edge of a vast crater. Looking down he was stunned by the shear size.

“Surely this wasn’t created by a meteor impact.” He said out loud. Looking towards the center of the crater he noticed a shining object. Running up to it he could now see what it was. It was a ball of energy! Closing his eyes and holding out his hands he focused on the energy ball. Slowly it lifted from its place in the earth and into his hands. A shock rushed up his arms to his head, the power that was already staggering kept increasing. It shone so bright that once again the area was engulfed in white light. When the light dimmed Yamato found himself standing in front if a very tall building. He looked around to see a vast city full of people…some with wings, some without.

“Where am I now??” Yamato wondered.

 

End Ch. XIII
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ahh, relief [Apr. 6th, 2006|06:38 pm]
[Current Location |downstairs watchin kids]
[Current Mood | amused]
[Current Music |the sound of sirens on tv]

ko ni chi-wa!! ^_^ It's thursday. iv had a hell of a week again. hangin with friends, dealin with old and new problems, and watchin kids. fun filled. me and kate have been so busy that weve had no time to relax lately. but tonight we both have some free time so im taking us out tonight. hopefully we can have a fun and interesting night out...alone for once. perhaps, after dinner we'll go to a movie or somethin. so im out. for the kids of doom are getting roudy again. konban-wa.

~Yamato~
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(no subject) [Apr. 2nd, 2006|11:22 am]
ahh, sundays. by far the best day of the week, for there is nothing that has to be done...no reason to get up. and yet there is for some strange reason, one that i am up for now. for my life never slows down. another fast pased sunday. I'm down to a cough for my illness. im out to start my trek up to the china buffet. sayonara
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(no subject) [Mar. 25th, 2006|06:14 pm]
[Current Mood | sick]
[Current Music |Red Hot Chili Peppers-Can't Stop]

guess its been a bit sence i last updated this. nothing new has happened...except i got majorly sick and still am to some degree. kates gotten minorly sick also. iv mostly been dead this past week because of illness. the little monster children were also sick this week...come to think of it everyone that i know that i still talk to was sick. dont think karwen was tho... iv got a few pics im redoing. hopfully the'll be better. anyways, thats all for now.
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(no subject) [Mar. 12th, 2006|02:04 am]
[Current Mood | bouncy]

wOOt wOOt!! today fuckin rocked. Wedding bells rang as Beth and Mark went down the isle together. many good photos were taken by the best amiture photographer ^_-, many friends and family gathered together for the joyus event. the reception afterward was amazing. Sean said his peace, and so did Kat. there was food dancing, music, and just an all around good time. afterward me, kate, kat, mark, beth, and sean all piled into kat's car and went to like 3 different cities lookin for an open bowling ally with open lanes. we were gonna bowl in our tux's and dresses. :P ended up for dinner at Sweet Inspirations. that was a riot! we had more time to kill afterward so we all went up to my parrents house and i introduced everyone finally. we had to race to lighthouse lanes because there was a possible lane open for cosmic bowling....that fizzled. so we went back to Mark's and had a movie night insted. that ended at 1:30 in the morning :P now i gotta go out and get cat food and litter. joy...ahh to sleep i will go soon. dreams of happyness.

**Congrats Mark and Beth Motyka!!**
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(no subject) [Mar. 10th, 2006|10:56 am]
[Current Mood | aggravated]
[Current Music |Heave-Ho -Smash Mouth]

Oh fucking beautiful day. yesterday was an amazingly awesome day...until it got dark anyway. once it did, good went right out the window. my back was starting to hurt yesterday, i ignored it thinking it was just a random usual pain that'd go away....now i find out its a fuckin pulled muscle and everytime i move or breath it fucking kills. then i got home and started to watch anime. Kate calls me and says he cat snookie got out! me and j went to go help find her, but it was about 10pm so we ended up looking mostly all night, stil didnt finnd her. we went out to flatrock thinking maybe she got out there. I went out on the ice to see if she had went out there. nope, and on the way back my foot went through the ice cutting my leg up ( not badly tho) and i cought myself with my bad arm. the one with the pulled muscle. yeh. i fucked it up worse. now even more riving pain whenever i just sit here. ugh. last night was not my night. apperently its really nice out today...its 56 out right now...and its only 11am.despiite the pain, im goin job huntin this mornin, and also to see if i cant find snookie around anywhere.

~Yamato~
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St. Whites Day [Mar. 6th, 2006|07:22 pm]
[Current Mood | bouncy]

Ya know, i ofter find that i update on here once and awhile but no one ever comments, so i dont come and re-update that often. but i guess its pointless to say that. regardless im looking forward to the upcoming holladay. its japanese so not many people know about it around here. its called st. whites day. Its almost like vallentines day for us. but sence its warmer people get together and you give something white to that special someone. i love it cause its just a day that its next to impossible for me to get down. and i have a timer for it.




when time runs out on the timer the day is here and good times will insue :D ^_-
konban-wa

~Yamato~ ^_-
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(no subject) [Mar. 4th, 2006|09:08 pm]
[Current Mood | drunk]

wOOt!! I love drunkenness. mark hosted an awesome party tonight. his birthday/bachlor party. fucken amazing amazing. there was so much alchol iy wasnt even funny. onceim sober again illl let ya all know what happemed. later.

~Yamato~
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(no subject) [Mar. 4th, 2006|01:27 pm]
[Current Mood | anxious]

<td align="center"> paul --
[noun]:

An immortal

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com</td>
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MoonHeaven Ch.12 [Feb. 19th, 2006|05:07 pm]

MoonHeaven

Ch. XII

 

The light was still not up over the horizon, the wind blew ever so gently through the night. Kari was wandering around still wondering if her brother was ok. She sat on the porch and held a flower she had picked. The sky was clear and the moon’s light was shining down on her face. Finally she got up and decided to go check on him. Kitsuni still hadn’t gotten to sleep yet either. Something about how unexplainable this all was bothered her. She heard little Kari’s footsteps creeping by her door.

 

Kitsuni opened her door slowly so it wouldn’t make a sound. Kari wasn’t more then 10 feet in front of her and still creeping slowly down the hall.

 

“What do you think your doing?” Kitsuni said just above a whisper.

 

Kari jumped frozen in place.

 

“Your going to your brothers room, aren’t you?” she continued.

 

Kari nodded timidly. Kitsuni smiled and put her hand on Kari’s shoulder.

 

“Then, let’s go.” She said.

 

A smile came onto Kari’s face and they continued on. They slid the door to Yamato’s room open a little bit and looked in. A look of shock came across both their faces when they saw Yamato and Sayuri cuddled up there together. *What in the world is going on?!* Kari thought. It was then she noticed when he moved a bit and it face could be seen in the faint light, a smile and a happy expression on his face.

 

Kari walked away from the door out into the courtyard and stood in the moonlight. In Kitsuni’s eyes it looked almost as if she were glowing a shining silver.

 

“Kari, let’s go back to bed.” Kitsuni said.

 

“No, that’s ok. I’m going to wait here till morning. I must talk with my brother.” Kari responded.

 

“Oh…goodnight then.” Kitsuni said

 

“Oyasumi nasai miss Kitsuni” Kari replied.

 

Morning came and the suns warming rays shone on the house. Kari was humped into a ball leaning with her back to one of the support pillars. It was coming on ten o’clock in the morning and Sayuri still hadn’t woken up. Kitsuni walked by and held out a fruit to Kari.

 

“It’s called dragon-fruit. It’s really good.” Kitsuni said. Kari took the fruit and took a bite into it. It was different tasting, sweet with a hint of flare to it. Kari looked at Kitsuni while munching on the tasty little treat.

 

“This fruit is very exotic. I got it from a friend of mine at the market this morning.” Kitsuni said.

 

“Thank you.” Kari said. “its very delicious.”

 

Kitsuni smiled back at her then looked out at the field. “Hey, I know what your going to talk to your brother about. And I cant blame you. But…” Kari interrupted

 

“Do you? Do you honestly know what it is?”

 

“Well I can guess at least. You upset that your brother is getting close to Sayuri so fast right?”

 

“No, that’s not it.”

 

“Then what?” Kitsuni asked.

 

Kari was silent for a few moments. “He’s engaged.” Kitsuni’s eyes almost bulged out of her head as she jumped upright studdering.

 

“W-wa-what?!” she said.

 

Kari nodded her head. “they have been together for many months now. So now I see him and how happy he is around Sayuri  and I can see he’s drifting away from Makoto.”

 

“Makoto is the woman he’s engaged to?” Kitsuni asked.

 

“Yes.” Kari responded.

 

Yamato heard the voices outside the room. He couldn’t make out what they were saying though. He looked down to see Sayuri still laying on his chest. He picked up her head and layed it on the pillow. *She looks so cute.* he thought. He kissed her forhead , got up and walked out of his room. Kari and Kitsuni turned their heads. Kitsuni got up and walked back to her room.

 

“Ohayo gozaimas nii-san” Kari said.

 

“Ohayo nee-chan.” Yamato said “How come your not out running around like usual?” he asked.

 

“We need to talk.” Kari said. Yamato looked at her for a moment before sitting down.

 

“What’s on your mind?” Yamato asked.

 

“Well, last night I was gonna sneak into your room and check on you…but when I opened the door I saw Sayuri laying there, curled up with you. Then I thought about all the other things that have occoured since I got here, the incident with Shadow…the emerald in a strangers hands.” She looked him in the eyes. “I can see you like Sayuri. But my question is how much? And what of back home…Makoto, she still awaits you. Have you just abandoned her?”

 

Yamato’s head lowered and a tear could be seen falling from his face. “I don’t know Kari. I’m not sure about anything anymore. I pray you never wind up in the situation I’m in, ever. What makes it so hard is the fact im so close to both of them and, well…I love them both. Makoto gave me a reason to live other then to protect the emeralds, and Sayuri I literally owe my live several times over. I handed her the emerald because I felt I could trust her. And then the incident with Shadow…the way I beat him was a combination of my power with her power.” Yamato looked up at the sky, tears still rolling down his face. “I’m planning on returning home this evening with you…and Sayuri.”

 

Kari’s face lit up with surprise and happiness. “What!? Really??” she asked

 

Yamato wiped the tears from his face. “Yep, It’s time I went back and talked to mother and father.” He reached over and gave her a hug. Smiling he said “Now go get your things together.” Kari nodded and ran off to her room. Yamato just smiled as he watched her run along. When she entered her room he returned his attention to the sky and watched the swallows that were playing above the house in the sunlight.

 

Kitsuni walked up silently behind him. She made sure not to make a sound. she just stood there and looked down at Yamato.

 

“Are you just gonna stand there and look at me all day or are you gonna sit down and talk?” Yamato said still watching the sky.

 

“How did you…?” Kitsuni said puzzled and shocked.

 

“It was the scent of the Dragon-fruit that you’ve been eating. You have one in hand now don’t you?” he said.

 

“Yes…I brought it for you.” She said to him.

 

“Come sit.” Yamato said with a motion of his hand.

 

Kitsuni sat down next to him. She was wearing a beautiful red silk kimono, her hair was short but up in a bun. She wore earrings that shone and glistened. “Your sister told me about Makoto.” She said

 

“I’m planning on returning home tonight.” He said.

 

“What is your relationship with Sayuri?’ She asked.

 

“To be honest I don’t know. If your asking me if I love her, I do.”

 

“What about Makoto?”

 

“That’s the problem, I love her as well.” Kitsuni just sat there, almost stunned that he would be so open with her about it. “When I go home Sayuri might come with me. Then I will go and speak with mother and father about the situation I’m in. I will make my decision then. “

 

“Oh? What’s your homeland like?” Kitsuni asked.

 

“Well where I live is on an island. It’s very large though. Other then the castle there’s a large city on one side and a vast and beautiful forest on the other. Past the forest there are mountains, and the lakes from them flow silver water.”

 

“So do all your people have wings like you?” Kitsuni asked. As she asked he had taken a bite into the dragon-fruit. After she asked he about chocked on it.

 

“How do you know I have wings?!” he asked in surprise.

 

“Though their not always visible if I look hard at you I can see them.” She replied with her fox like smile.

 

“They all have wings, yes.” He replied finally.

 

“Then Sayuri should fit right in then.”

 

“What do you mean?” Yamato asked.

 

“Come now. I know you’ve noticed. She’s had to keep it a guarded secret from everyone but her most trusted friends and family. She has wings like you do.” She answered. “You probably don’t know this, but the family she had here was not her real family. Her father saw us playing one day and also saw that her wings were out. Later that evening he pulled me aside and told me everything. Her real parents both had wings but were so badly injured when he had found them that her true father asked that he do him the favor and take Sayuri. Her true mother asked also that she be raised to live a happy and peaceful life. He took baby Sayuri in his arms and nodded in agreement. The mother and father smiled and simply vanished. He said it all felt like a dream until he woke up with her next to him the next morning. He begged me not to tell her or anyone about any of this…or her wings. When the old man died he asked that I protect her.” There was a tear in her eye.

 

Yamato took his hand and wiped the tears from her eyes. “That’s a hard story. I take it he was like a father to you as well.” He said. Kitsuni nodded. “Then I ask you, do you wish to come with us as well?” Kitsuni looked up into his eyes and tears began to stream from them. She nodded and said “Yes, I would be honered to accompany you both.” Yamato smiled and looked back up at the sky.

 

Kitsuni got up and said “Well if I’m to go as well, I should prepare. “ then walked off. The door slid open behind Yamato. There stood Sayuri looking at him with a big smile. she lunged at him knocking him off the deck into the grass. She had him pinned. He smiled and said “Ohayo!” with a chuckle in his voice. The landing in the grass caused such a disturbance that both Kari and Kitsuni flung open their doors and ran out wondering what happened. When they say Sayuri having Yamato pinned to the ground and the beat red face of Sayuri they all began to laugh. Later tonight they would go…to MoonHeaven.

 

End Ch XII

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Moonheaven Ch.11 [Feb. 19th, 2006|05:06 pm]

MoonHeaven

Ch.11

 

There was a large, round, and glowing full moon out. Wind was gently blowing through the trees and seemed to make waves across the grass. The city itself was quiet, no cars around the streets for miles, implying that it was early in the morning. There were no clouds in the sky. Snow covered the small patches of grass but only covered them lightly.

 

Inside the small house there was a hum of a computer and the pattering of a cats feet running around. In a small room not much bigger then a jail cell, Yamato laid there in his bed sleeping…but not soundly. He was moving around irraticly, one hand clutching to his katana next to him, the other gripping and releasing the blanket covering him. Suddenly his eyes were open wide and he sprung up from his bed.

 

He sat in a crouching position with one hand holding the sheath of his katana and the other over the handle prepared to commit battou-jutsu at any moment. His long hair was down in his face, but flowed as if there were wind blowing around him. His eyes looked sharp in to the darkened room, his ears alert, breathing heavally. After a few minutes of not hearing anything he finally sat back, his back against the wall. There was sweat coming off his body.

 

*What was that…a dream?* he thought to himself still trying to catch his breath.

 

He got up off his bed and walked out to the kitchen. Opening the fridge he took out a bottle opened it and poured some of its contents into glass. He walked into the living room and sat in his chair next to the window. Looking out at the night sky he sipped his drink. As he sat there a feeling came over him, followed by lightness then everything went white. When he came to, he found him self still in his chair but with the urge to go out.

 

He got up out of his chair and threw on s pair of his Tripp pants and one of his button-up shirts, he grabbed a long black leather trench coat from the closet and his wallet from the table next to him, and left. He lived in an upstairs apartment and the stairs were outside, covered in ice. He jumped over the top railing down to the ground below. The landing did not phase him at all.

 

Walking slowly he went down various hills and turned to find a dead silence to the night. It was calming and peacefull. *This is about the only time I get to be alone.* he thought. He reached a fence and walked thorugh into a field. There was a school not far ahead across the field. Somewhere around the middle of the field he stopped and looked up at the stars. It felt to him like the world was moving and he was getting lighter. The stars were beautiful. *if only I could just go home.* he thought. After standing there for a few minutes he looked strait ahead and began to walk again.

 

He walked behind Fastrack, and then in front of the McDonalds next to it, stopping at a crossroads. He just stood there and closed his eyes. When he opened them he began to walk out in the middle of the empty streets. He looked around for a moment while walking then pulled his attention back to where he was going. Suddenly the wind picked up and blew fearcily around him. Yamato just stood there, his long coat flapping in the breeze and his hair flowing with the wind.

 

*Interesting.* he thought. He continued on his walk. It took min about fifteen or so minutes to get where he was going from the intersection. As Yamato took a step onto the holyy ground the wind again picked up and blew fearcely around him. This time he continued to walk as if the wind wasn’t there to apply any kind of force. Standing over the cliff face looking down at the outstretch of cement into the formation of circular rocks known to him and others as the cove, he stood and threw off his jacket. The air around the area was now warm instead of the staggering cold of the winter. He unbuttoned his shirt. It was littered with Japanese characters and flame designs. It was an interesting shirt indeed. He again threw the shirt next to the jacket and took from his pants pocket a large diamond like object that seemed to glow intensely in the moonlight.

 

*This damn thing. Even mellenia after all that happened I still have the memories…all because I have to guard this damn thing.* he thought to himself.

 

“Oh well. It can’t be helped I guess.” He said with reluctance. He raised the gem in both hands up at the full moon. The wind, if it could be seen as he felt it was dancing and swirling around him. The gem began to glow brighter and brighter still till its light shone brighter then that of the moon.

 

“Chaos…Control!!” Yamato shouted! The area around him began to shine brilliantly. The rocks and grass, even the water began to look and shine with a brilliance that made the area look…beautiful. The birds that flew overhead began to land and watch. The squirls in the trees collected and sat to watch also. Te fish in the lake began to splash about. It was quite the sight. The light that was in his hands no split into two lights that moved down his arms into his chest, becoming one bright light again and resting at his heart.

 

The light faded till there was no more light coming from him at all. Yamato lowered his arms to his sides and opened his eyes. The brilliance that had shone from the rocks and water, the grass and animals…was still there. The area had been replenished. The trees started to show some small leaves and looked better in color. This brought a smile to Yamato’s face. That smile was short lived though. With a beat of his heart, a wave went throughout his body. The pain was excruciating. He fell to his knees riving. The pain from his body numbed and moved to his back. Six little bumps formed upon his back, growing in size until the finally burst open revealing feathers. And as they grew outward , still riving due to the pain, Yamato tried to pull his body towards the cove the best he could. With one sudden burst of pain he felt numbed and relieved as his six wings had finally fully grown.

 

“Damn, I forgot how much that hurts.” He commented to himself. He stood up again. “Tomorrow people will come here and desecrate and soil this place as usual.” He sighed and walked over to where his coat layed. He picked it up and draped it and his shirt over his arm and stood on the center rock in the crescent shaped cove. The cove itself seemed to resonate and thank him. He bowed, turned, and walked away. This time he jumped into the air and flew home the night air was again cold now that he had left his sacred place. Landing at the top of the stairs leading to his apartment, he shivered allover and burst through the door. Once he was warmed up a bit he closed his eyes and the wings glowed for a second then vanished.

 

He sat in front of his computer and got online for a few moments. *No one’s on.* he thought. Looking around he noticed a piece of paper and suddenly had the urge to draw. He got a pencil and took the piece of paper and drew the scene of the place he had been that night. *For a landscape it actually came out really good.* he thought to himself. He quickly scanned his picture and put it up on the artist’s website he used. He yawned. *I should go back to bed…* he thought. He put up an away message for his messenger program and sat in his chair for a few minutes more thinking about the dream he had had of the past.

 

“I wonder if history really will repeat itself.” He said as his eyes grew heavy. Not much later he was fast asleep in his chair.

 

End Ch.11

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